I WISHED LOVE WAS FAIR

I was yesterday beaten twice

Now, I am thrice unavoidably shy

Waging war of protective defenses

Against my past and present ordeals

Ignorance had thwarted my preferences

Not even remorse, yet I am getting ill

I beg negligence for vengeance

Lassitude had knocked me off my stands!

Every passing day, I weep in red eyes

Having denied me of walking to the isle

My legs had become as heavy as the block-rock

I became helpless as the leper’s faults

The zeal in me got died like the war-front soldier

Wishing I could conquer my fears without doubts

Or quickly alter the choice of my ill-lucks

The sweetness of my dreams got soured overnight

The freshness I ever knew became pale

Because, my resistance had faded

I couldn’t stand the pressures of odd changes

Sadness echoed from within my psyche

All to myself, I kept blaming!!